Arzoo - Thomas Albert (live @ VATO, Bandstand, Vadodara)

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An Ode to Susi

You ask me to write
A poem filled with a feeling
An expression named love
I wish someone comes from above

And assist me to create
A beautiful song for you
Filled with harp, lyre & string
Enabling the heavens to sing.

Looking into your eyes
There comes a thought
In my heart, mind & soul
With you I'll be complete & whole.

Your lips taste so sweet
As rich as honey
I'd choose to feel them
Till my life comes to an end.

When the sky rains
And the water droplet,
Down your neck, it flows
Your skin shines as it goes.

According to most conventalities
In the world that prevails
You may not be the perfect lady
But more than a princess to me.

Oh my love
Can I hold you
Embrace you
Make love with you?

Take me home...

When the lights are gone
All I feel is afraid
Of my fears and worries
It simply makes me weary
Please take me home...

A place that is secure
Where the darkness is gone
O Mother! Hold me
Hold me in your arms
Cover me in your embrace
Shadow me with your love
Please take me home...

Realization

Today, when I woke up, I realized that I woke up really late. And then, I further realized that I do not have a job or lets say that I lost my job due to whatever reasons. Standing amidst considerably a huge crowd, I realized that I am so very alone. I knew some faces, and they knew me.

Further when walking down a road, I saw people looking at me as if I am carrying a tag of ultimate frustration and a feeling of failure. It felt as though they can make out what was going on in my mind. It was sort of scary though.

Decisions - Consequences

When I lift a stick from one side, the other side as well is lifted
I know my decisions. And I also know their consequences. But, somewhere, somehow I am little afraid. I want to talk it out, just cannot speak. In my entire life, it is the first time that my fears have embraced me so tightly. When I wish to describe my fears, I fail to pen their image. Thanks to the positivity that my friends radiate for it ultimately helps me to interpret this darkness just as a passage through a tunnel. I am able to see a light which is small, dim and distant; but I am able to see it.

I am so unstable, but one thing I would always love to work upon is – management. Whether it is in regards to time, relationships, priorities, assets or liabilities. I want to just keep on marching towards perfection in every possible way. Somebody told me that – ‘Life is absolutely simple. It is we who make it complicated’ – Indeed a wise thought. It is my thoughts, plans; wants, desires, proceedings, statements, deeds, etc. contribute to the Life’s complexity

Disappointment

It is absolutely disappointing
It is perfectly undermining
Don’t know whether it is more than a liking
Whatever may it be, my whole system is winding

I want to let my anger and rage flare
But doing so, it would be purely unfair
To force her – it’s not at all my affair
Maybe someone is waiting for me somewhere

My statements and my feelings might sound
Like any other ark that is drowned
On her, I do not wish to pound
Yes, I need to push my dreams on the ground

This is the way I Love You....

Faraway I see something in the distance
Twisting all my memories
Faraway I wanna make-up for my mistakes
Like new plants in the sceneries

I wish to reverse the sands
That pass through the hole of time
In order to re-edit the poem
of my life, to correct the rhyme

Willing to meet you once again
To see you once again
To inhale you once again
To taste, to feel you once again

I wish to see myself with you
Holding your smooth skinned hand
Feels like a roadside flower
Being watered in a dry land

Hope to communicate in the poem
What my vocal chords couldn't do
The way a unique note of the instrument
What rest of them can't do

Oh my love, even with the vision
You act so blind to me
Behold! I stand with a heart of
love, care, faithfulness. Do you not see?

I may not resemble to the prince
charming of your dreams
Like a young, fair, handsome star
in the sky he gleams

How I wish to take you to the
deepest core of my heart, heights of my mind
And in case, literally, if it was possible,
I would think of God to be kind

You heard me speaking more with
your ears than your heart
I wish you heard me speaking
less with your ears and more with your heart

I may not understand you as a boy (me)
is supposed to know a girl (you)
If permitted, I would do so as a
fish knows its water through and through

I am very well aware of
my weaknesses and frailties
But if it makes you love me
I would happily take the penalties

You never said a lovely YES
Nor I see a NO in your eyes
Even if you said a strong NO
I would gladly take it as true LIES

I surely understand that one
can never forget his/her past
Like a visionary, an explorer looks forward
For this moment, this time is not the last

Truly, silver or gold, none
do have I
But, I want to and need to
give it more than a try

Accept this heart
carefully, preserved from people
Also I do respect your freedom
of choice. Its just so very simple

Since human beings do
love, hate, laugh and cry
Coming from the same species
we also never forget to try

You became my inspiration
Beyond my own imagination
Of you, every moment
I shall think in alliteration

When you wear a lovely smile
on your face and say - No, no, no...
It feels like, in the winter,
adding whiteness to the snow

Upon me, thou hast cast a spell
Which even you can't erase
It feels like an unattended mirror
Longing for its favorite face

Every moment I see you
I desire you in arms of mine
Willing to take you to a place
Where 'I am yours and you're mine!'

Every time I think of you
I desire you more than anyone does
I just wish to say that I crave
for you, please don't take it to be my lust

I've come across many eyes, many lips,
many faces but they weren't perfect
It wasn't their fault at all. To them
I never happened to connect

I cannot bear the distance, unknowingly
that is added by you
I may stand really close;
But still feels like faraway from you

There's a fact about me
Which is funny and was absent
You've been really good at teaching me
How to be patient

I hope what I wish to propose
One day is accepted by you
Don't be too late to not to have me to say
"This is the way I LOVE YOU..."